My parents called earlier today to tell me that my brother had called them late last night: he got engaged. He didn't call me.
So what did I do? I immediately sent him a congratulatory e-mail.
They're so happy and excited for him. I'm not. I hate him for telling my parents, but not me. I hate my parents for being happy for him, but not me (when I got married my father refused to attend the wedding). I hate my mother for telling me to get an abortion when I was pregnant. I'm selfish and immature and I hate everyone.
It pisses me off so much I want to throw my laptop at the wall.